let the dream dance

2011-05-25T13:23:00.000+10:00

하지않을꺼야- 하고싶지 않으면,

i'll never gonna make it

2010-05-18T02:02:00.003+10:00

i'm so trapped in icecream.

walk tall,

2010-04-04T23:39:00.001+10:00

the world, where i stand on and... walk... tall

@Sk.Kilda

living present

2010-04-04T23:33:00.001+10:00

@Wollongong,
Love being there!

is it some kind of...

2010-02-24T23:35:00.003+11:00

sleeping disorder that i am having now...?

can't go to bed 'til 2 or 3am and cant get out of bed 'til 10 or 11am...
i'm sick n tired.... seriously sick of it...

가끔은 한없이 어리광을 부리고 싶을 때가 있다

2010-02-19T23:58:00.002+11:00

...들어줄수 있는 사람이 없다는것은/ 이해해주는 사람이 없다는 것은...
슬픈 일이다

i got back here

2010-02-10T15:59:00.003+11:00

yesterday, from 2-month-holiday in Korea, Rochester and Melbourne:-)
it was long but short...

today, i went to my very first class of year 2010!
wat a nice day 2 study....:'-(

chocolate

2009-11-09T18:35:00.002+11:00

Yes, i could give up chocolate, but, you know what, i am not a quitter!

a story much sadder than sad stories

2009-09-26T08:29:00.002+10:00

this-blog- is the only acess that i can hav whilst the internet doesnt work properly.
FB... i cant even try... wat da he--.

gals in the house, they are testing my pactience...

when can i say

2009-09-07T23:43:00.002+10:00

"it was not so easy, but it made me grow"?
when can i say with smile?

i will say that someday for sure.
therefore, i do not cry, regret, or look back.
i am walking forward.

everything gonna be ok in the end.
if it is not ok, it is not the end.
so, SUE, walk tall.

i have been looking for 'the Sue's guide to the world'

2009-08-26T02:26:00.002+10:00

like i said on the title: i have been looking for 'the Sue's guide to the world'.
no, actually, i have been hoping there is such a thing liks a guide book about where and how i go.
...
recently i am thinking that the book might be blank.
there is a guide book but that is what i am supposed to fill in, just like a journal.
right, just like a journal...
if i don't fill it in, then nobody can do it for me.
i might be able to recognise the way i am heading to, from the white-blank book in the end.

and here is my one of the favorite thank you song:-)
So Long and Thanks for all the Fish

how people...

2009-08-12T03:03:00.002+10:00

how people love to cook?
i mean, at the beginning, how come?
...what about you?

holiday

2009-08-06T01:03:00.002+10:00

i am having holiday, yeh~!

@the cafe, Epping, Sydney

2009-07-31T19:39:00.002+10:00

Slowness to anger makes for deep understanding.
A quick-tempered person stockpkles stupidity.

-(maybe) unknown

stories like..

2009-07-31T18:12:00.000+10:00

The Shawshank Redemption

.... internet connection in my house is so suck, u cant even imagine!
so i got out of there to get connected to the word.
me like a internet junkie could live without internet access for about a week!

perfume

again, i have been drinking coffee everyday.
exam makes me get me though everything..

Veronika Decides to Die

ok, now i can see that why people just go crazy for not good reasons.

reading journal

2009-07-12T21:14:00.004+10:00

i am a good person who keeps a diary (not everyday though).

i was reading my past ones... and i almost cried.
there was such a story u cannot even read without tears, or beer.
it was the same feeling that i had when i was reading my mummy's journal.
... i read all sadness of strugling with life itself.

things i have been learnig here

2009-07-05T12:30:00.003+10:00

accouting
stress eating
...
surviving

post-exam syndrome

2009-07-01T23:58:00.003+10:00

combination of pre-exam syndrome and post-exam syndrome.
this is the way how every student lives.

i finally finished all my mid-term exams for 3 weeks, again, for 3 WEEKS!

i got results of 2 of them.
one was way too disapointed- managerial accounting.
i didn't even not sure i can make the subject passed in the final exam.
the other one, which is auditing, was okay so far.

i reckoned that managerial accounting was so interesting and even fascinating.
i was actually more worried about auditing.
now i start to get nervous about taxation law, which i believed i was doing fine with exam.

life is so unpredictable and unforeseeable.
understood...
still but here is stupid me who think everything will be alright to me.
people are idiot enough to believe in hope and luck.
"everything will be ok in the end. if it is not ok, it's not the end(-unknown)"
i am so pure in hear to believe in this.

everything will be ok.
and "soon it shall come to pass"

i am crying and screaming but still...

pre-exam syndrome: PES

2009-06-26T23:30:00.006+10:00

now, i am going blogging, twittering, facebooking, me2daying, e-mailing, and... oh, did i mention blogging? just in case that i forgot, i am doing blogging.

just before, i was managing things on my desk and things in my drawers...

hours ago, i was eating, chatting, grocery shopping, mall-walking...

in this morning, i was doing cleaning the room, laundrying, reading old magazines

...
yes, you are right, i am suffuring from PES.

i have a mid-term exam of Taxation Law:'-(
so screwed up!... n i'm blogging about PES n my coming exam.

私ってゆー物

2009-06-25T11:05:00.007+10:00

私ってさ、もしかしたら、いや、多分今まで負けない試合しかしたことがないなと思う。
でも、相手がいる場合でも勝ちに行かなきゃならない。
･･･その戦い方が分かんなくて苦しいのかな、私は。
苦しいなのかな、私。
私でも凹むんだよ↘
・・・どこで何をやってるのかな・・・とついに思っちゃう。
i used to walk tall around,... i used to.

can i be cured?

2009-06-22T21:28:00.007+10:00

'it' is back!
i thought it has gone for good.
but it's not, it was just on latent period.
it is not that painful but blood serious- :'- (

this sickness causes every complication whatever you can think of, such as:
- i cannot recognise things including myself in the mirror,
- i cannot do make up properly,
- i cannot organise things,
- i drop down things, even myself,
- i forget what i am doing and where i am going.

do you think i can be cured?
i am really sick!
mondayitis is a real disease exists and troubles people like me!

here are some tips to cope with (and which did not help me):
"mondayitis cure"

only for myself for a while

2009-06-20T16:23:00.007+10:00

1, hair

i got full-foil with colour done on my virgin-black hair, last monday.
as following, i had a hair and scalp treatment, last thursday.
another appointment for a hair and scalp treatment, this coming tuesday.
... i will get perm-, maybe next week or the week next week.

2, skin

totally no ideas with my extra sensitive skin:'-(
i cant afford vichy any more-, so what? jurlique?... investing or spending?
i'm going to be on a diet without refined wheat, refined sugar and simple carbohydrates.
meditation, yoga, gym... i desperately need a stress relif... i need it...

3, studying

taxation mid-term is next saturday.
...no more comments on it.

4, shopaholic syndrome

i want something pretty.
i need earphones, headphones, plates, a bag, socks, a better room...
but, i want to get something pretty like clothes or shoes.

5, 한국

한 사흘간... 어딘가 연락도 닿지 않는 곳에서 한국어 책을 읽으며 시간을 보내고 싶다.
딱 사흘만.
그럼 한 일곱권쯤 읽을 수 있지 않겠어? 라고 생각한다.
그리워-,.

Say happy birthday to SUE

2009-06-19T21:09:00.001+10:00

then, i will say thank you and love you guys.