9 Nov 2009
26 Sept 2009
a story much sadder than sad stories
this-blog- is the only acess that i can hav whilst the internet doesnt work properly.
FB... i cant even try... wat da he--.
gals in the house, they are testing my pactience...
FB... i cant even try... wat da he--.
gals in the house, they are testing my pactience...
7 Sept 2009
when can i say
"it was not so easy, but it made me grow"?
when can i say with smile?
i will say that someday for sure.
therefore, i do not cry, regret, or look back.
i am walking forward.
everything gonna be ok in the end.
if it is not ok, it is not the end.
so, SUE, walk tall.
when can i say with smile?
i will say that someday for sure.
therefore, i do not cry, regret, or look back.
i am walking forward.
everything gonna be ok in the end.
if it is not ok, it is not the end.
so, SUE, walk tall.
26 Aug 2009
i have been looking for 'the Sue's guide to the world'
like i said on the title: i have been looking for 'the Sue's guide to the world'.
no, actually, i have been hoping there is such a thing liks a guide book about where and how i go.
...
recently i am thinking that the book might be blank.
there is a guide book but that is what i am supposed to fill in, just like a journal.
right, just like a journal...
if i don't fill it in, then nobody can do it for me.
i might be able to recognise the way i am heading to, from the white-blank book in the end.
and here is my one of the favorite thank you song:-)
So Long and Thanks for all the Fish
no, actually, i have been hoping there is such a thing liks a guide book about where and how i go.
...
recently i am thinking that the book might be blank.
there is a guide book but that is what i am supposed to fill in, just like a journal.
right, just like a journal...
if i don't fill it in, then nobody can do it for me.
i might be able to recognise the way i am heading to, from the white-blank book in the end.
and here is my one of the favorite thank you song:-)
So Long and Thanks for all the Fish
12 Aug 2009
6 Aug 2009
31 July 2009
@the cafe, Epping, Sydney
Slowness to anger makes for deep understanding.
A quick-tempered person stockpkles stupidity.
-(maybe) unknown
A quick-tempered person stockpkles stupidity.
-(maybe) unknown
stories like..
The Shawshank Redemption
.... internet connection in my house is so suck, u cant even imagine!
so i got out of there to get connected to the word.
me like a internet junkie could live without internet access for about a week!
perfume
again, i have been drinking coffee everyday.
exam makes me get me though everything..
Veronika Decides to Die
ok, now i can see that why people just go crazy for not good reasons.
.... internet connection in my house is so suck, u cant even imagine!
so i got out of there to get connected to the word.
me like a internet junkie could live without internet access for about a week!
perfume
again, i have been drinking coffee everyday.
exam makes me get me though everything..
Veronika Decides to Die
ok, now i can see that why people just go crazy for not good reasons.
12 July 2009
reading journal
i am a good person who keeps a diary (not everyday though).
i was reading my past ones... and i almost cried.
there was such a story u cannot even read without tears, or beer.
it was the same feeling that i had when i was reading my mummy's journal.
... i read all sadness of strugling with life itself.
i was reading my past ones... and i almost cried.
there was such a story u cannot even read without tears, or beer.
it was the same feeling that i had when i was reading my mummy's journal.
... i read all sadness of strugling with life itself.
5 July 2009
1 July 2009
post-exam syndrome
combination of pre-exam syndrome and post-exam syndrome.
this is the way how every student lives.
i finally finished all my mid-term exams for 3 weeks, again, for 3 WEEKS!
i got results of 2 of them.
one was way too disapointed- managerial accounting.
i didn't even not sure i can make the subject passed in the final exam.
the other one, which is auditing, was okay so far.
i reckoned that managerial accounting was so interesting and even fascinating.
i was actually more worried about auditing.
now i start to get nervous about taxation law, which i believed i was doing fine with exam.
life is so unpredictable and unforeseeable.
understood...
still but here is stupid me who think everything will be alright to me.
people are idiot enough to believe in hope and luck.
"everything will be ok in the end. if it is not ok, it's not the end(-unknown)"
i am so pure in hear to believe in this.
everything will be ok.
and "soon it shall come to pass"
i am crying and screaming but still...
this is the way how every student lives.
i finally finished all my mid-term exams for 3 weeks, again, for 3 WEEKS!
i got results of 2 of them.
one was way too disapointed- managerial accounting.
i didn't even not sure i can make the subject passed in the final exam.
the other one, which is auditing, was okay so far.
i reckoned that managerial accounting was so interesting and even fascinating.
i was actually more worried about auditing.
now i start to get nervous about taxation law, which i believed i was doing fine with exam.
life is so unpredictable and unforeseeable.
understood...
still but here is stupid me who think everything will be alright to me.
people are idiot enough to believe in hope and luck.
"everything will be ok in the end. if it is not ok, it's not the end(-unknown)"
i am so pure in hear to believe in this.
everything will be ok.
and "soon it shall come to pass"
i am crying and screaming but still...
26 June 2009
pre-exam syndrome: PES
- now, i am going blogging, twittering, facebooking, me2daying, e-mailing, and... oh, did i mention blogging? just in case that i forgot, i am doing blogging.
- just before, i was managing things on my desk and things in my drawers...
- hours ago, i was eating, chatting, grocery shopping, mall-walking...
- in this morning, i was doing cleaning the room, laundrying, reading old magazines
...
yes, you are right, i am suffuring from PES.
i have a mid-term exam of Taxation Law:'-(
so screwed up!... n i'm blogging about PES n my coming exam.
25 June 2009
私ってゆー物
私ってさ、もしかしたら、いや、多分今まで負けない試合しかしたことがないなと思う。
でも、相手がいる場合でも勝ちに行かなきゃならない。
･･･その戦い方が分かんなくて苦しいのかな、私は。
苦しいなのかな、私。
私でも凹むんだよ↘
・・・どこで何をやってるのかな・・・とついに思っちゃう。
i used to walk tall around,... i used to.
でも、相手がいる場合でも勝ちに行かなきゃならない。
･･･その戦い方が分かんなくて苦しいのかな、私は。
苦しいなのかな、私。
私でも凹むんだよ↘
・・・どこで何をやってるのかな・・・とついに思っちゃう。
i used to walk tall around,... i used to.
22 June 2009
can i be cured?
'it' is back!
i thought it has gone for good.
but it's not, it was just on latent period.
it is not that painful but blood serious- :'- (
this sickness causes every complication whatever you can think of, such as:
- i cannot recognise things including myself in the mirror,
- i cannot do make up properly,
- i cannot organise things,
- i drop down things, even myself,
- i forget what i am doing and where i am going.
do you think i can be cured?
i am really sick!
mondayitis is a real disease exists and troubles people like me!
here are some tips to cope with (and which did not help me):
"mondayitis cure"
i thought it has gone for good.
but it's not, it was just on latent period.
it is not that painful but blood serious- :'- (
this sickness causes every complication whatever you can think of, such as:
- i cannot recognise things including myself in the mirror,
- i cannot do make up properly,
- i cannot organise things,
- i drop down things, even myself,
- i forget what i am doing and where i am going.
do you think i can be cured?
i am really sick!
mondayitis is a real disease exists and troubles people like me!
here are some tips to cope with (and which did not help me):
"mondayitis cure"
20 June 2009
only for myself for a while
1, hair
i got full-foil with colour done on my virgin-black hair, last monday.
as following, i had a hair and scalp treatment, last thursday.
another appointment for a hair and scalp treatment, this coming tuesday.
... i will get perm-, maybe next week or the week next week.
2, skin
totally no ideas with my extra sensitive skin:'-(
i cant afford vichy any more-, so what? jurlique?... investing or spending?
i'm going to be on a diet without refined wheat, refined sugar and simple carbohydrates.
meditation, yoga, gym... i desperately need a stress relif... i need it...
3, studying
taxation mid-term is next saturday.
...no more comments on it.
4, shopaholic syndrome
i want something pretty.
i need earphones, headphones, plates, a bag, socks, a better room...
but, i want to get something pretty like clothes or shoes.
5, 한국
한 사흘간... 어딘가 연락도 닿지 않는 곳에서 한국어 책을 읽으며 시간을 보내고 싶다.
딱 사흘만.
그럼 한 일곱권쯤 읽을 수 있지 않겠어? 라고 생각한다.
그리워-,.
i got full-foil with colour done on my virgin-black hair, last monday.
as following, i had a hair and scalp treatment, last thursday.
another appointment for a hair and scalp treatment, this coming tuesday.
... i will get perm-, maybe next week or the week next week.
2, skin
totally no ideas with my extra sensitive skin:'-(
i cant afford vichy any more-, so what? jurlique?... investing or spending?
i'm going to be on a diet without refined wheat, refined sugar and simple carbohydrates.
meditation, yoga, gym... i desperately need a stress relif... i need it...
3, studying
taxation mid-term is next saturday.
...no more comments on it.
4, shopaholic syndrome
i want something pretty.
i need earphones, headphones, plates, a bag, socks, a better room...
but, i want to get something pretty like clothes or shoes.
5, 한국
한 사흘간... 어딘가 연락도 닿지 않는 곳에서 한국어 책을 읽으며 시간을 보내고 싶다.
딱 사흘만.
그럼 한 일곱권쯤 읽을 수 있지 않겠어? 라고 생각한다.
그리워-,.
19 June 2009
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