pre-exam syndrome: PES

• now, i am going blogging, twittering, facebooking, me2daying, e-mailing, and... oh, did i mention blogging? just in case that i forgot, i am doing blogging.

• just before, i was managing things on my desk and things in my drawers...

• hours ago, i was eating, chatting, grocery shopping, mall-walking...

• in this morning, i was doing cleaning the room, laundrying, reading old magazines

...
yes, you are right, i am suffuring from PES.

i have a mid-term exam of Taxation Law:'-(
so screwed up!... n i'm blogging about PES n my coming exam.

私ってゆー物

私ってさ、もしかしたら、いや、多分今まで負けない試合しかしたことがないなと思う。
でも、相手がいる場合でも勝ちに行かなきゃならない。
･･･その戦い方が分かんなくて苦しいのかな、私は。
苦しいなのかな、私。
私でも凹むんだよ↘
・・・どこで何をやってるのかな・・・とついに思っちゃう。
i used to walk tall around,... i used to.

can i be cured?

'it' is back!
i thought it has gone for good.
but it's not, it was just on latent period.
it is not that painful but blood serious- :'- (

this sickness causes every complication whatever you can think of, such as:
- i cannot recognise things including myself in the mirror,
- i cannot do make up properly,
- i cannot organise things,
- i drop down things, even myself,
- i forget what i am doing and where i am going.

do you think i can be cured?
i am really sick!
mondayitis is a real disease exists and troubles people like me!

here are some tips to cope with (and which did not help me):
"mondayitis cure"

only for myself for a while

1, hair

i got full-foil with colour done on my virgin-black hair, last monday.
as following, i had a hair and scalp treatment, last thursday.
another appointment for a hair and scalp treatment, this coming tuesday.
... i will get perm-, maybe next week or the week next week.


2, skin

totally no ideas with my extra sensitive skin:'-(
i cant afford vichy any more-, so what? jurlique?... investing or spending?
i'm going to be on a diet without refined wheat, refined sugar and simple carbohydrates.
meditation, yoga, gym... i desperately need a stress relif... i need it...


3, studying

taxation mid-term is next saturday.
...no more comments on it.


4, shopaholic syndrome

i want something pretty.
i need earphones, headphones, plates, a bag, socks, a better room...
but, i want to get something pretty like clothes or shoes.


5, 한국

한 사흘간... 어딘가 연락도 닿지 않는 곳에서 한국어 책을 읽으며 시간을 보내고 싶다.
딱 사흘만.
그럼 한 일곱권쯤 읽을 수 있지 않겠어? 라고 생각한다.
그리워-,.

Say happy birthday to SUE

then, i will say thank you and love you guys.