@the cafe, Epping, Sydney

Slowness to anger makes for deep understanding.
A quick-tempered person stockpkles stupidity.

-(maybe) unknown

stories like..

The Shawshank Redemption

.... internet connection in my house is so suck, u cant even imagine!
so i got out of there to get connected to the word.
me like a internet junkie could live without internet access for about a week!

perfume

again, i have been drinking coffee everyday.
exam makes me get me though everything..

Veronika Decides to Die

ok, now i can see that why people just go crazy for not good reasons.

reading journal

i am a good person who keeps a diary (not everyday though).

i was reading my past ones... and i almost cried.
there was such a story u cannot even read without tears, or beer.
it was the same feeling that i had when i was reading my mummy's journal.
... i read all sadness of strugling with life itself.

things i have been learnig here

accouting
stress eating
...
surviving

post-exam syndrome

combination of pre-exam syndrome and post-exam syndrome.
this is the way how every student lives.

i finally finished all my mid-term exams for 3 weeks, again, for 3 WEEKS!

i got results of 2 of them.
one was way too disapointed- managerial accounting.
i didn't even not sure i can make the subject passed in the final exam.
the other one, which is auditing, was okay so far.

i reckoned that managerial accounting was so interesting and even fascinating.
i was actually more worried about auditing.
now i start to get nervous about taxation law, which i believed i was doing fine with exam.

life is so unpredictable and unforeseeable.
understood...
still but here is stupid me who think everything will be alright to me.
people are idiot enough to believe in hope and luck.
"everything will be ok in the end. if it is not ok, it's not the end(-unknown)"
i am so pure in hear to believe in this.

everything will be ok.
and "soon it shall come to pass"

i am crying and screaming but still...